Dear mum, We had a great, fun day for Ellie's birthday yesterday, can you believe our baby's 13! She's growing into a beautiful young lady who I'm sure you're very proud of. I'll continue to do my best as you always did with us, I often find myself asking 'what would mum do in this situation?' I wish more than anything that you were still here to answer my questions and share these happy times but I'm sure you're smiling down on us with an abundance of love. I'll love and miss you for a life time, Jessica xxx